I treat her better

Hay. How are you? Hahaha so, yesterday I met her. The girl who makes me realized that you're not for me. The one who can make you lie. The girl who companied you when I'm not around. It was really nice. And I just known that you already broke up with her. Deep down, I'm happy. Indeed :)) But, the saddest thing happen at the same times that I found out you left her. Its such ahnjiirbajajnakzn!!! How can you do that to her?! Man, come on! You play the game (again)?! Shame on you! No, I dont want to say anything.

But, its important for you to know, I treat her better than you. I smile to her, I greeting her, I have achat with her :) I can do that, normally. And you? Where are you? Are you really that afraid to face me and her? Oh come on! I won't beat you dude :)

Udah lupa

Hay. Masih diprivat ya ini blog. Jd bisa curhatnya dr dalam hati. Sebenernya masih bingung sih. Bingung semuanya. Kmunya serong ngambek, kalau chat adanya berantem kalau ga pisuh2an kalau bggk ngomongin hal ga penting tp... I stick on you gtu deh udahan.

Lowest

Hay. Here it is, feel in the lowest. Try to figure what to do or what should I do. Think alot, but do nothing. Try to map my wild mind yet mild heart. When you feel you are nothing... At all

This is the first week without my boss, my techer, my guardians, my timesheet planner :( and I'm such a mess. Chaos. I didn't know anything. Everybody ask me this and that, what and why. And I couldn't explain it clearly. I have to change. And this is the moment. Being consultant is about being currious. You have to currious about everything, about why it could be and what it shpuld be, about where to find it and which the best one. You have to be the new you, cil. To step on the next level, you have to be a different you!!!

menemukan

A: "adek takut sampai sekarang belum ada yang deket dn cocok"
B: "ngapain, itu udah diatur sama Allah. boleh khawatir tp jangan terus sembarangan nyari yaa"