Feeling controller

Hay. Lucky me to have such a friend like him. I would say he is my feeling controller. When I felt in love, when I'm broken hearted, when I'm sad, happy, anxious. Pokok e dalam keadaan apapun sak ubo rampene :))

Di zaman now It is hard to find a friend like him. We are like decades not seeing each other but thanks to Line, we still can share our story by then.

Being this age make me realized that we can not tell our story to  everybody. That is also why my post in this blog is not as detailed as it was. We need privacy, more selfish and opportunis sometimes. Being this age also makes me realized we couldn't make everyone happy, so it is okay to be hated. It is okay if people don't like you, just live like what and who you are. Genuinely. Being this age is also make me feel it is better not to say what you think, just keep silent, even you know the truth, let people to speculate, no need to push people to belive in you. As long as you happy. Being this age makes me realized, talking about people behind their back is useless. Just mind your life, and let the other live their own.

Coffee overdose

Hay. Td siang hbs yoga 2 kelas and I'm proud of my self. Little progress I made, but still it makes me proud  ehe ehe. Anaknya suka gtu, maafkeun. Td bisa down-dog lanjut kayang lalu lanjut pose three-leg-dog. Googling ya gaes nek ga tau istilah2 itu. Susah menjelaskeunnyaa, and I'm to lazy to attach the picture here, I don't have the picture instead hehehe.

Byar kek rang jakartans hbs itu w ngupi2 sambil baca buku. Sen.di.ri.an. me time gtu kalau bahasa gawlnya. Wkwkwkwk now I'm coffe person gtu deh bisa dibilang. Seminggu sekali laahhhh. Lalu sore harinya dpt undangan makan sushi dan berakhir malam ini ditempat ngopi lg. Pppftttttttt......... Kakean kopi buos. Dan sekarang lg berusaha merem. Bhay


Btw batere hp tinggal 11% dan charger ketinggalan dikosan temen di BSD :((( kan jauh yak huft. Bhay

CFD an pertama

Hay. Today is one of the historical day of my life kyknya~ fisrt time go to CFD bundaran HI. Setelah hampir 2 tahun di jakarta. Whattt??? 2 tahun??? It is!! Kewl yaaa, 2 months to go and it is officially 2 years. Time flies~

Jebul CFD an itu kek sunmor UGM. Banyak dikadik mahasiswa dan komunitas2 disana. Yang nge-danus lah ngelakuin aksi orasi lah, ngadain zumba bareng lah. Seru sih hahaha. And all their activity remind me of my self, 3 or 4 years ago. Dimana nge-event adalah hobby and I start miss that moment :') ngedanus, kampanye di sunmor, orasi di nol km, bagi2 taneman, keliling malioboro ngumpulin ttd, bikin properti. Hahahahaha!! Nggak bakal nyesel ngehabisin masa muda ngelakuin hal hal itu :") And I recommend to you guys, incase you're still in highscool or college, join the crew or volunteer deh. Seru banget nget dan kamu nggak akan nyesel. Yg ada kamu bersyukur karena kamu ga nyia2in waktu mudamu :) to be honest, after you grow up you'll realised "kowe mbiyen kok iso sih koyo ngono melakukan hal2 'nehaneh' dan kadang memalukan" hahaha but it is funnnn!!! For sure, You will not regret!! Hahaha

Ps: bahkan td kepikiran buat unpaid leave atau resign dan join volunteer-thingy dipedalaman Indonesia. Efek dulu ndaftar pengajar muda tp ndak diterima. Wkwkwk

Sudah punya suami?

Hay. Wkwkwkwk judulnyaaaa~ so its about last week when I went to balikpapan. I went there with Timo. Timo sang segala project manager. Project nya banyak dan masih amaze aja sama gimana dia ngatur waktunya.

A guy picked us up in the airport right after we landed. I dont remember by the name, even by the face sih wkwk. Pokoknya bapak2 gtu. Dimulai dr obrolan


"Mbak orang indonesia kan?"

Lalu sekitar 2 menit kemudian pertanyaannya adalah "sudah ada suami?"

Spontan Timo ngomong ke aku *kyknya bapak drivernya nggak bisa basainggris sih*

"I just don't understand with Indonesian"
"Why? Because of his question?"
"Yes. You are just meet, then 2 or 3 minutes he start to ask your private life. If in Belanda people will say 'mind your own bussiness'. Its not about polite or impolite but its a silly question"

"Hahahaahahaha yes I know. Its like when we asked about someone's religion right?. But then I used to hear that kind of question since I was born. So its not a big deal for me, obviously :)"


Rang Indonesia memang yaaa... Jiwa kepo nya warbiyasaa.. Tp lagi2 kan itu sudah "budaya" basa basi aja. Walaupun toh ujungnya tetep... Judgemental :)) wisbiyasa. When you said your age is about 25 then people who asked you might be said "go get married. You're on the ideal ages" and when you are like 22 people would say the same "wah bentar lagi meniqah ya" lalu ketika umurmu 30 an people wont say anything. But then, mereka ngomongin U dibelakang U. Nahlo :))


Aahh.... People.... :)) ketvvain aja. Saya pagi td malah dpt pertanyaan yg lebih "silly" lagi

"Kerja dimana dek?"
"Di konsultan teknik bu"
"Gajinya berapa? Pasti banyak ya?"

Speachless weeee.... We.are.just.meet.and.she.start.asking.my.salary :)) sebenernya mau we jawab "cuma dua miliyar perbulan kok bu" tp nnti takut ibunya syok. Wkwkwk canda.

But srsly ppl, think before you ask aja deh. Byar nda malu2in

Dingiiinnnn

Hay. Lagi dikereta dan kademen. Ppppfttt kyknya diluar hujan jd ini argo lawu jd kyk kamu, adem banget~ wkwkwkwkwk. I can't sleep :'( ademnya nembus selimut hingga ketulang. Jd inget adem jaman di batu. Ah batu... Rindu :")

This week might be the longest week of this year. 2 days site visit to balikpapan, wednesday wholeday meeting (4 meetings in a row), thursday friday not so much to do, and weekend I will be in Jogja. What a week!!! Ahahaha bahagyah. Alhamdulillah. Oiya thusrday I went to depok, berjubel di krl macam dendeng batoko kemasan 500gram yg di press dlm plastik. Wk!

Okay. Ini tulisan sakjane buat ngisi waktu aja karena seriously ini adem nget sodarah sodaraahhhh. And I don't even know what to do. Barusan lapor ke anggi tp doi lg shift malam. Indomaret lg rame kyknya ni jd sibuk dia wkwkwkwk. So, td malam have a not so short chat with anggi, not so much to tell but our dream. I would say, crazy! Ono2 wae sih omongane awakdewe. Semoga jd kenyataan ya nggik. We let the universe (or at least) line messanger hear our dream. U terbaique

Excited !!!

Hay. Yampun blm bisa tidur karena td ngopi2 cyantik di tanamera, warungkopi yg direkomendasiin sama kentus yg jebul td manual brew nya ndak ada. Huft akhirnya cappuchino did work. Agak kuciwa. So degdegaaannnn lebay siiih tp beneran degdegan. Takut bsk telat banguuun hahaha. Besok mau site visit ke luar jawa. Untuk pertama kalinyaaa~ yuhuuuu so excited!!!!!

And.... My fav part; I love to tell him the suddenly popping up feeling in my heart :) thanks for being best listener, dude