Goodluck!!

Hay. Are you waiting for the new post? hehehe because my viewer become higher and higher. the highest viewer is on the post about hisa -_- it happens all the time if I post about him wqwqqwq. thanks bro!
but then, now I dont wanna talk about him to gain the viewer. I'll talk about..... 2017! yashhh... 3 months to go. huhuhuwww time flies yaaaa :")) sudah sembilan bulan hidup dijakarta, lebih, hampir 10! I just can't believe it haha. A big accomplishment I made :")

To deal with the water thing all the time, deal with daily english conversation, facing up jakarta and all the chaos traffic (sometimes). But, Its not enough. I love living here, yes LOVE! but it doesnt mean I dont feel the 'homesick' anymore. its still attack me sometimes, ya sometimes, once a week laah wakakkaa kidding!

Okay just like what I already said on my (I dont know when) post before, being away from home its not that bad! at all! Its fun (sometimes) and you have to try it! serriously... hahaha

And today, the core of my best friend has decided to do so, to leaving jogja and go far faaar away (farther than jakarta) :"(( I dont know, I'm just sad. yes litterally sad. even we dont really often seeing each other when I come back to jogja, but his text trapped me on the blue (oke sorry lebay).

Goodluck boy! seeyou when I see you. His word that made me smile was "This is for the sake of TU delft!" His dream, and mine :) Goodluck!

Qurban

Hay. Haha selamat hari raya idul adha yaa. Semoga segala amal ibadah qurbannya diterima Allah SWT. Aamiin

I just wanna tell you about my very first qurban. I dont know what the correct word to describe this feeling. The feeling of proud, happy, and relief. Senang bisa menyisihkan sebagian rejeki untuk berkurban tahun ini :") sempat menangis ketika melihatt hewan qurbannya dipotong. Bukan sedih sih, lebih kepada, Ya Allah terimakasih telah memudahkan segalanya, semoga kelak hewan tsb bisa jd kendaraan saya di surga. Menangis lebih kepada, Ya Allah waktu berjalan cepat sekali, dan Kau arahkan saya pada jalan ini, pada takdir ini, berkatilah segala yg saya lakukan dan tuntun saya agar tetap dijalanMu :")

Terharu ketika mas danang berada di belakang saya sewaktu prosesi pemotongan hewan qurban dia mengusap kepala saya dan membisikkan "selamat ya adek untuk qurban perdananya, semoga tahun2 berikutnya dimampukan sama Allah buat melakukan hal yg sama"

Terharu ketika sampai rumah di kasih selamat sama bapak ibu dan dipeluk haha :")) sounds like lebay yaa. But that is my family. They know how to appreciate people. And I trully feel blessed :") Allahuakbar

Lalu membaca salah satu caption di IG dr salah satu teman. Berqurban adalah tentang mengikhlaskan segalanya. Karena sesungguhnya apa yg kita punya adalah Ismail, dan kita harus jadi Ibrahim. Uang kita, kendaraan kita, jabatan kita, orang2 yg kita sayang, mereka adalah Ismail. Mereka punya Allah, dan ketika Allah mengambil mereka dr kita, maka jadilah seperti Ibrahim. Ikhlas :") Ilmu tertinggi kehidupan :")

I wrote this post not to show off what I already do in this idul adha. I just want to share what I feel, the feeling of being have a blessed and grateful life. Semoga masih dipertemukan dengan idul adha tahun depan aamiin

Happy to sea you again!!

Hay. This would be a gallery of today's ultimate happiness :))))

Supposed to be

Hay. Well if we are talking about supposed to be thing, its ussually end up with disappointment. Since we talk about supposed to be, its mean we are begging for something. Yeah, its a common to wish something happen, to beg someone do a favor, but it also supposed to be our responsibility to take over the risk for what we begging. However, begging for something not always be that bad. Since it/he/she has a heart, they supposed to be do that thing as well. So, this post was written by a girl who walk on the mall and begging for someone infront of her to hold the door up. Because the door is too hard to be open for this little girl. Thx. Please mind someone who walk behind you sir, she is too weak to open the door :"") you supposed to be really mind it :")