When bad thing happen

Hay. Just got the bad news today. And its ruin my mood whole day. Im very disappointed and mad and sad. But it is little bit weird because I even cannot cry. Crying is my hobbie, it used to I think. But now, I cannot do that. I even didn't want people know my problem, but Anggi. A friend that I rely on, I trust, a listener that know my struggle, my faith and my dream. Lucky me to have You nggik. Its strange to say that but I am! Thanks for the words. When I just keep silent you keep send me the text to lift me up. Thats what I need, and You did it perfectly.Thank you for listening my sambatan diselasela shift malam mu jaga indomaret hahaa. Nggak ding. Okay bhuay

I'm tired

Hay. I told you. I do changes. I no longer like to attract people to hang out together. I wont begging for someone to make a time. If they want it they will make a time for it. I just let anyone do what they want to do. Like in this case, ngumpul kelas. Yg mblunder. Only 2 people want to discuss and turns out end up with nothing. I do change I dont want to waste my time to encourage them to join this gathering. I do change, I don't give so much attention for something that somebody else thinking it is not important. Then why should I waste my time to think about it, evenmore to arrange ut. It is better for me to think of or to care of another things right? I try to arrange I do reply the chat in group I ask many question and give suggestion and choice BUT NO ONE DO CARE about it. I'm mad. Why people in this age act like that. Hahaha. I better to discuss with people that want to discuss as well. If they didn't have a time to do it, thats fine. I'm fine. And it is even better for me to not to waste my time to have a hangout session with the people who won't give an effort to do this such gathering hahaha. Okay genks, its enough. I'm done.

I'm not change, am I?

Hay. So last weekend I was hanging out with my two college friends. Yes girls. Once they told me "you are change now" this about my personality they said. I'm more liberalism, I more open and I tend to go out or discuss or curhat only on somebody I trust to. I used to curhat to everyone I met, I used to tell about me, my life to everybody I sat down with. Thats me, like a year ago :) now I'm away different.

"I'm quite surprise with all your changes. You change your self within a year is like wow. How come how could you?" she ask.It is always a pleasure to have a people around who care for you and they do care of your changes, isn't it? And after I have mitunes to think about what she said, I couldn't agree more. I do change. I tend to keep my problem my self, first. Then when I couldn't handle it I'll talking with mas danang, or ibuk or anggi. Then everything seems fine after I talk to them. But I rarely do it. i keep my problem my self, a lot. But, you know what, my life seems like less problem now then before :) I don't know why but it is what it is. Seems like growing up makes my problem going away. Either it is just go away OR I just dont want to waste my time to think about it too much.

I go with "every problem every happiness will pass by, sooner or later. So why I have to worried" I always have Allah. Allah always there anytime anywhere at it best. I admit it. Then again the word I always remember is "Allah already arrange everything in Dunya for us, but not for our Akhirat. So lets start worry about our Akhirat" Then I start worry about that. I try to not envy to my friends who get a greater job, bigger sallary, going abroad or else. I star jealous when she or he start puasa syawal, salat sunnah, sadaqah, umrah, wearing hijab properly etc etc... No I dont wanna showing of my Islamic thingy, but this post also will remain me about what is my goal. No offense, so let me write it down here.

Thats why every single time I want to upload to social media, like this post, like photos on Instagram, like twit, I always ask to my self first, what is the aim of this, why I am doing this, is this gonna hurt people, are you gonna showing of to anybody, are you wanna a appreciation, are you wanna gaining likes and became popular etc etc. So, I only save my photos, my twit, my post in a draft :)) and its a lot. Just because my answer is "I want people know that I have this wonderful and people-dream-of-life. I can do what people want to do. I get what people want to have etc etc" and all of that answers are the part of SHOWING OFF. And once again Allah doesn't like it. Allah Allah Allah.

So, I'm not that different, I still be anggi. But I keep some secret now that you don't have to know :)) nice to meet you

I'm grateful instead

Hay. Hahahaha I just feel mad, disappointed, and my dream (furthermore expectation) dump. HAHAHA. Just got unexpected news this morning that there is something should be aware of and it perhaps (just maybe) could be an obstacle for me to make my dream come true. HAHAHA. I don't know, I just sad. But deep down I realized that I'm grateful I can feel this pain again. The disapointment of something that I expected won't be come true. That is mean that I still have a hope, I still have a dream and I technically expected my dream :") But Allah said that this is not the right time. Someday. Someday. Be patient :) Be grateful :) everything will be more beautiful than you expected :)

Mengatasi kecanduan

Hay. Hidup dijaman ga bisa lepas dr gadget memang sedikit menyiksa. Huft sekarang kalau ga ada hp udah deh. Mati gaya. Dan saya termasuk salah satu insan manusia yang kecanduan sama media sosial terutama instagram. Tp gue masih mayan sih ga tiap menit update IG story ehe ehe ehe. Dan kalau lg nonton dibioskop ku tak pernah ngerekam filmnya di IG story kok ehe ehe ehe. But, srsly aku sangat amat ketergantungan sama IG. Ada kali tiap jam selalu cek IG barang 5 menit (itu lama cil). Sampe nontonun IG story rangorang yg ku follow, sampe habis biiiss. Kan ga produktif banget hidup gueee.  Akhirnya hari senin lalu memutuskan buat menguninstall IG dr hp. Buat mengurangi kecanduan IG ceritanya. Lalu beralihlah ke blog iniii.... Ehe ehe jd tiap bosen buka blogger.com dan ngecek jumlah viewers (aelah selo nan)

Dan satu lg media sosial yg gue uninstall adalah twitter. Ehe ehe biar dikurang kurangin sambatnya. saya sadar saya hidup masih kebanyakan sambat, dan twjtter adalah salah satu media penyalur sambatan terbaique. Maka dari itu saya memutuskan pula untuk menguninstallnyaaaah. Jd selama seminggu ini gue ngetwit dan instagraman lewat laptop atau komputer doang haha. Back to early 2010 laah. Jaman2 twitter isinya nanyain PR apa dan salah satu media komunikasi mbahas klitiham terbaique versi pelajar kota jogjakarta.


Here I am, Now I rely on blogger.com ini buat sambat dan pamer. Selain lebih bisa banyak cingcong, yang baca jg orang2 tertentu aja. Jd kan enaaaqquuue. Nggak terlalu mengumbar kesambatan dan kepameran ehehehhee. Lets see yaaa seberapa lama gue bisa bertahan tanpa 2 sosial media kesayangan gue ituuu :') berat boos hidup ini tanpa mereka *hiikksss. Targetnya seminggu ini siih. Kalau seminggu ini kuat maka lanjuutt

Oke gengs sekian curhatan sambatan dan kepameran hari ini. Have a great weekend!! Semangat puasa yg masih harus puasa yaa

Public

Hay!! Finally I openned my blog again to everyone ehe ehe ehe. no hard feeling :) but I dont think people still remember that I have his kind of social media platform to express my self. I hope so yaaa. so guys, starting from now, I'll try to make a time to write again in this blog. at least once a month lah yaa ehehehehe.

about my career finally I'm officially a permanent employe in WBI ehehehee. need one and a half year to get this status but turns out I'm happy  with what I've done so far. They even appreciate me more than I deserve (I thought) Thanks WBI! for letting me work and develop my self. thanks for the opportunity and the appreciation. I'm so gratefu;ll to be here

So after lebaran, there is no big thing should be worried so far, but my biaya kosan yang akan naik mulai bulan depan :(( cryyyyyyy deep down I didn't want to move away from my comfy and clean and safe and I already new almost all the things around, like where should I buy vegetable, where is the butcher, where is the laundry and ect but then...... mahal yaa :(( But it is relatively cheap with all the facilities I get. even the wifi sometimes not working but I'm lucky can access it freely. IHence I dont need to go to cafe or such a fancy and expensive place just to connect with wifi thingy eh ehehehehee

so this is my first post after I make this blog "public" and it is not worth to read thooo. But, Thanks for reading  

Syawal

Hay. Long time no write yaaaa!!! Hahahaha hows life guys? Me? Just like roller coaster. Oiya mohin maaf lahir dan batin yaa. Mumpung masih bulan syawal. Yuk semangat yg puasa syawal, terutama buat ukhti2 yg puasa qada' dulu :") mangat setengah bulan puasa. InsyaAllah pahala Allah besar untuk kita, krn puasa syawal insyaAllah pahalanya bagaikan puasa setahun penuh. Aamiin. Sempat jd perdebatan (actually it is not debate, its just sharing) tentang nyawal sik atau qada sik. Hehe Jd Alhamdulillah, temen kenthel euug udah jd ustad, yaaapp hafidzallah Muhammad Ibenk ehehe. Jd kata ustad ibenk, kita harus bayar utang puasa dulu alias meng qada dulu sebelum melaksakan puasa sunnah syawal. Disamping kedudukannya yg wajib mengganti puasa ramadan dulu baru puasa syawal ada hadistnya. Niih eug copy in aja yaaa penjelasan tama peyor di WA

📚Faedah Malam📚
Request
🍃 *Puasa Syawal Dulu Ataukah Qodho dahulu?*🍃

🍃 السؤال: هل يجوز صيام ستة من شوال قبل صيام ما علينا من قضاء رمضان ؟

🍒 الجواب

" قد اختلف العلماء في ذلك، والصواب أن المشروع تقديم القضاء على صوم الست وغيرها من صيام النفل ؛ لقول النبي – صلى الله عليه وسلم - : " من صام رمضان ثم أتبعه ستّاً من شوال كان كصيام الدهر " خرجه مسلم في صحيحه . ومن قدم الست على القضاء لم يتبعها رمضان، وإنما أتبعها بعض رمضان ؛ ولأن القضاء فرض، وصيام الست تطوع ، والفرض أولى بالاهتمام والعناية ...''

📔مجموع فتاوى ومقالات متنوعة الشيخ بن باز (15/392)📔


🍃 Soal: " Apakah boleh berpuasa 6 hari dibulan syawal *sebelum kami mengqodho puasa ramadhan?"*

🍒Jawab:

" Para ulama berselisih pendapat mengenai hal itu, *yang benar bahwasanya disyariatkan puasa qodho terlebih dahulu ketimbang puasa 6 hari atau puasa sunnah lainya*, berdasarkan sabda Nabi shallallahu alaihi wa sallam :" *Barangsiapa yang berpuasa ramadhan lalu ia iringi dengan puasa 6 hari dibulan syawwal maka seperti berpuasa setahun penuh..*" dikeluarkan oleh Muslim dalam shohihnya. Barangsiapa yang mendahulukan puasa 6 hari dari puasa qodho, maka ia belum mengiringi puasa ramadhan, namun ia hanya mengiringi sebagian puasa ramadhan, karena puasa qodho adalah puasa wajib, sedangkan puasa 6 hari adalah puasa sunnah, *maka puasa yang wajib lebih utama untuk diperhatikan dan dikerjakan*...''

📔Majmu' Fatawa Wa Maqoolat Mutanawwi'ah Syaikh ibnu Baz (15/392)📔

🍃🍒Diterjemahkan Oleh Rudi Abu Aisyah Al-Barbasy🍒🍃


So, selamat menjalankan ibadah puasa yaa. Jangan lupa tadarusnya jg. Jangan terus mbleret setelah ramadan. Semangaattt!!!