magic picture

2012.

"Ini aku sama kamu (dont you see that? Gambar 2 orang berwarna putih diantara gambar awan awan). Didalam sebuah dunia. Hanya ada aku sama kamu. Disekitar kita banyak orang. Banyak banget yang mau ganggu kita ganggu akuganggu kamu (look closer garis garis hitam itu membentuk rupa rupa wajah dan tubuh manusia) Tapi dunia kita udah dikunci. Ini gambar gembok alay juga ya aku lihat lihat ahaahahha (aku ikut tertawa saat dia menertawakan karyanya sendiri. Padahal aku sudah menahan tangis haru bahagia untuk karyanya yg dipersembahkan untuk ku) ini yg pegang kunci gemboknya kamu nggik. Jd dunia kita yang pegang kuncinya kamu. Kamu yang tentuin bakal membebaskan kita atau membiarkan kita tetep hidup bareng dalam dunia kita"

Yes he was an artisan painter. Long time ago. And he has been be a sweet man for me. He gave this picture when we celebrated our 2nd anniversary of our relationship, even we were not in relationship again at that time. We didn't know. We just celebrated it up :)) he came to my home, brought this picture, bouquet of roses, and our favourite cupcakes and told me that sweet things, even i was his EXgirlfriend. No, he didnt tell me to go back to him and be his girl again but those sweet word told me everythings :)) and he keep those word till now; and he still my ex till now and we always celebrate our special date till now :)) what to say? If you have this kind of relationship?

O i forget something, he gave me a bouquet a flowers. There are 1 red rose and 1 pink rose on it, he told me those flowers has a meaning too "itu satu mawar artinya 1 tahun. Kenapa warnanya merah? Itu untuk satu tahun pertama kita. Merah, sempurna. Kalau yg pink itu karena tahun kedua kita nggak sempurna nggik, cuma sampai bulan kesepuluh, itu bisa kok kamu ganti jadi merah" omaigat, i feel so shy to tell you that moment by moment passes by sweet words he told.

This picture still hanging on my room's wall. And always be there. Someday i told him. When we both felt desperate because of a-thousand-failed-moving-on-way-from-each-other we've ever tried,i told him; "maybe you must painting a key. To open our world, so you gonna moving on and create your own world and i'll get mine. Hehehe" But he wont. Hemmm okay lets see what happen with this picture in the future.

If you judges me i life in the past, its up to you, its your business, not mine. So no need to explaine why i became this past person :)