i think it twice

When i think i miss you, i'll think it twice, then ask my self "do i?" Twice, then i try to forget it with a thousand way. Then when that feeling just came up again, i'll think it twice again then i scream "i dont" then i try to forget this feeling with thosand way again. And i do it over and all over again so this feeling just keep unsaid. This feeling such a stuborn, it wont go away even i meeting you up or hugging you tight, so that i keep it untold, just in case it'll not growing up. Well, I do this hard work for every single minutes, dude. Haahhhhh. I am strong, arn't i? Hahaha :)) sorry, i just can't be my-last-month-me again, 22 years old, and this is the new me, even i must work on it so hard m/ horas! Wish me luck!