We are who we are

this photo was taken in 2011 before cave-tubing at Goa Pindul hihihi. Jay doesnt exist yet, and also I'm still on 'cabe' look pppft

Hay. Seems like long time I didn't write and my last post is about hisa (again and again), but then I won't to talk about him again on this post. I'll talk about...  Emmm wait... How do you call it? Emmm okay I cant find what should I named it but somehow, it is about my convo with my (long distance) friend by phone. 3 hours on a phone to be exact (((wow-ing plz))) hehehe

He ever met my family, whole family, bapak ibu mas danang mbak sita mas resa naifa jay and almost half day he  talk to them. Not really talk all along, sometimes we breath (what? Funny? Oh meen) sorry.  He watch how we argue, how we discuss, how we make a joke. and along yesterday's convo, many times he implicitly realized "How lucky you are to have parents and family like them" And I just can't take it more :)) Yes I am, I'm the luckiest one to growing up (and old) arround them.

though we argue many times, we yell at each other, it is always end up with sitting together and do our "plesetan" jokes. Nowdays, me, as "ragil" on my family tree-that identically with childish and endlessly egoism- have to be able to be "a mediator". Sounds like 'substantial' actor yaa. wqwqqwq but, not that serious kok. To be honest, we are normal family, we often have different perception of something. Though I am not In Jogja I have to listen when they complain about each other. Hence it changes me be like Mamah Dedeh that have to standby to listen their story and then solve it.

I like to be that important actor. Because by their trust to talk to me and ask me what should they do, I know that they think I'm mature enough to know, moreover solve their problem uwuwuuww. Am I already a lady yet? hehehe. but then again, sometimes that problem makes me sad and ruins my mood all day long. pppfttt And it becomes my problem. ehe ehe ehe. But it doesn't matter, because so far I still can handle it (even without mas mas to talk to and to curhat to). And I realized, I have to keep my familly problem my self :)

barang siapa menutup aib saudaranya, Allah akan menutupkan aibnya pada hari kiamat